Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I wrote a song for you when we started,
I could live fine without you, even if you beg it'll be no use
I drank th alcohol I couldn't drink, I even drank up th night and it burned my heart
I hate it, a day without you is too long, I beg t finally forget about you .
Without you, I have no smiles.
I don't wanna live anymore,
It makes me mad, I think I'm going insane by th thought of you.
I want t see you, but they say I can't, it's all over.
I'm so sorry but I love you.
It's all lies,
I didn't know but now I do,
I need you.
Sharp words on a whim, I didn't even know and I sent you off.
Leave me and you could forget me slowly, so I can get hurt.
That song I sang you that I put everything into,
People probably dontknow.
By myself so, that nobody knows.
Yeah and words that I said were all lies.
Now I'm being left alone, th sight of me not knowing what t do.
Th crinkled note in my pocket, that told of seperation, that I have folded .
I want t change, I want t laugh it off now.
I still can't forget you, even if it takes forever, untill th day I die.
I wonder if th hurt I gave you has healed, I'm sorry cos I didn't do anything for you.
Since the day you left, my heart started to ache.
The heart ache that I feel, Its because my love for you is real.
Years and months had pass, I thought I can forget you at last.
But I was so disappointed, because it's you I kept on waiting for.
Many sleepless nights was because you were always there at my sight.
I tried to close my eyes, but I always catch your imaginary smiles.
So here I am all alone, wishing and hoping that you come back.
I am waiting for you, In more ways than one.
I want all of you, I do not want anybody else.
You are my number one, I love you more than life.
Even when we were apart, You had me captivated.
My heart belongs to you, I want you to take me.
Keep me as I am, do not try and change me.
I hate being so distant from you, the day it was all over is all I think about.
Thinking about you being near, has me all hysterical.
Been waiting for you for several years, that is narrowed into months.
Were on the opposite side of the country, but there is so much compassion I am waiting for you to take me to a scene of love and passion.
I love you, I will be waiting for you ♥
I will wait for you no matter where you go.
I will wait for you for however long.
I will stay strong for that day I know.
That someday soon will come along.
That's when the waiting can be done.
That's when the waiting will be done.
Without you there is such an emptiness.
That hasn't been filled in oh so very long.
Only thoughts of what can be.
Is enough to keep me hanging on.
To the happiness that can come.
To the happiness that will come.
One day soon I will hold you in my arms.
Everyday day without you will then fade away.
And we will remember only this day.
That was worth the price we had to pay.
To find ourselves back in each others arms.
And to have that, I will wait for you.
I will wait for you no matter where you go.
I will wait for you for however long.
I will stay strong for that day I know.
That someday soon will come along.
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yeah now i try t forget you
i try not t think about before
you were my one and only love
and it hurts t ponder about us now
everyt i owned, i did, i know
was because you thought me, you showed me
it was all because of youi love you too much, it's too deep
i'm so afraid t lose you.
but i've alr lost you..
now cause we've ended ; should i still be continuing this song ?